- Mark Twain
With less than 28 hours in Texas between landing back from Zurich and taking off for DC, it is been quite the whirlwind. A good whirlwind, but a whirlwind nonetheless. I haven’t fully recovered or reflected on the past two weeks. It is funny how that happens- how life moves so quickly.
All in all going to Europe was one of those experiences in life that I will forever look back upon in amazement that it actually happened. My mind is so full of the experiences of the past two weeks. But to truly reflect I would say that some of the things I’ll remember most were:
- Walking through the narrow streets of Rome and stumbling upon the Colosseum, coming up in front of me out of no where. To think of it this is basically how I saw everything in Rome- stumbling.
- How good gelato can taste after walking in the heat all day long
- Crying under the endlessly tall Gothic arches in a Barcelona cathedral
- Laughing after getting hit in the face with the salty waves in Mallorca
- Sitting on top of our hostal and looking over the sea and the Mallorca Cathedral
- Reading my mom’s highschool copy of Watership Down on the beach in Barcelona and having the first two hundred pages fall off
- The smell of the incense in the prayer chapel at St. Peter’s Basilica
- All the places I stayed,from the youth hostel in Rome where I had to shake the bottom bunk to get the drunk guy below me to stop snoring, to the Spanish hostal run by an English woman who had British satellite, to the Cathedral women’s hostal that I barely got into at 2 in the morning.
- The inspiration I felt after touring the International Red Cross and the UN
- How cold the river from Lake Zurich is, especially after being in the sunshine with a hundred of other people on the banks
- Imagining what La Sagrada Familia is going to look like when it is complete
Wow and so much more. It is funny because at the beginning of my trip in Rome I was talking to someone about the heat and they said to me that at the end of my trip that would all fade in my mind – how hot it was, the moments when I was lonely, how expensive everything is now that the dollar is so weak – that everything would fade over time except for the memories that mattered most. What a wise thought.
I am so happy that I took this trip. Not because of seeing such history or lying on such beautiful beaches (or reading such good books!). I’m so glad that I stopped waiting to go to Europe and actually went. And that I did it for myself. That I went by myself, I planned it by myself, and I paid for it by myself. Especially in a moment when I may have needed reassured that I could indeed stand on my own two feet. If nothing else I am so proud that I stopped waiting until I had the right person to go with, the right amount of money to pay for it with, the right reasons to go.
I think at the same time as proving to myself that I can, and do, stand on my own two feet, what going to Europe alone showed me most is that I am so blessed to have such amazing people who I WANT to share my life with. There wasn’t a moment in Europe when I didn’t have someone in mind that I wanted to share it with. Standing in front of the Trevi Fountain wishing Becca was there to tell me about swimming in it after Italy won the World Cup. Or wishing my sister was at the market in Barcelona to fully capitilize on the 2 for 1 fruit drinks. Or that my grandma was with me to stand in St. Peter’s Square. I’m so blessed that I can be independent and at the same time appreciate the value of leaning on and loving the people in my life who I care about. Because as impressive as the architecture in Barcelona or the clear water of the Mediterranean, or the infinitely tall ceiling at St. Peter’s Basilica, nothing meant more to me than hugging my mom when she picked me up at the airport. And better yet I’m so happy that I knew that was what truly mattered even before flying halfway across the world.
